i was suppose to finish my exams today....the day that i've been waiting months ago.....as u all know i dun get holidays that often.....and this is a SERIOUSLY BIG BIG exam.... i always wonder....how it feels on the day when my big burden has fallen off my shoulder......it was really interesting to think of it before my exams end..... However...today...it ended....but NOT ended either..... this is because.....there were 4 people who brought their HP into the quarantine room... 3 of them surrender themselves to the lecturer....but 1 did not...only found out during body check.... which is a really bad image for our batch... thats beside the point.... the most important one is the examiners will be having a meeting on monday to discuss about this...and whether to make us RESIT or not....the WHOLE ENTIRE BATCH! can u imagine.... all of us have to wait till monday and see if we have to study for tues....then only know if we should take exam on TUES....
i was really pissed off at that 4 ppl at first.....really angry and feel like scolding them.... but when i went to MV today.....i saw one of them.... who so happen to be always sitting next to me during lectures.... she's a super hyperactive girl.... she was sitting alone in MV.... no one with her....all her friends went to watch movie....she didn't go cz she felt so guilty for what she have done....i can see that she has been crying a lot...her eyes were so swollen... then my heart felt so uneasy as if i did something really bad.... then after i talked to her....i walked and think .... if i was in her place....i can't nvr imagine what she have to go through....all the blames by everyone in the batch...all the faces and looks that she;ll get from other ppl... its really sad to think of it.... then i realise.... I'VE really DONE a bad thing by getting angry in the first place.... but i just couldn't help it.... i can't control my feelings at that time....
after all the hard work i put in..... this is my so called "happy ending"...all the dreams of how it'll be like on the last day....just "pooFF" went off.... i really wanna know the feeling....
miss tong wai teng
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No worries, time flies.....
However, i don't think you all need to resit the exam except for the four of them.
Jamie
ya lo. i mean so unfair la if u all gotta sit for the exams all over again! so frustrating man! but i pity the gal who cause this whole thing also coz sometimes accident happens ma. she din know cant bring hp le maybe. but ifd u really have to sit for it again i wish u all de best again ya gal! gambate!
kheryin
SHE KNOWS can't bring.....they have been reminding us like an old lady...so cheong hei......But somehow she still FORGETSSS!!!!!!!!!!! damnn....
cz the last semester they all brought then the whole batch got to resit...now....the same thing ahppen after 1000X of reminder by all the lecturerss
wai teng
actually i just think if all the people also have to resit back the whole thing again i think everybody will blame 4 of them.. even tough u tend to foegive them so they can;t run away ffrom the punishment.. sometimes people have to be responsible with wat they have done.. it's really unfair for all of u people to take up the punishment. if the decision is tat only 4 of them have to resit.. tat;s the punishment for them but if all of u guys have to resit again then punishment for them r even double. 1st they have to resit the testn 2nd they have to bare with all the pressure tat the batch people givin to them.. i think the 4 of them is nothin to do with the word pity.. no such thing as accident n this is not the first time they went for a test. if u r first time takin big exam then can forgive lah but u r not.. lecture must really remind n remind again.. i think they purposely one lah.they intend to do something but dun know wat lah.. u c wat they have done had effected other people's life. really cannot forgive..
angry,
nicky
kesian u la wai teng... all de best ya.. cant believe tat gal forget cannot bring hp. sighz...
kheryin
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