Our MISS Prom QUeen's BDAY!!!!

dear all...
its prom queen's 21st bday! 11th August -which is a saturday.
so when are u guys free to go out for dinner with her?
any suggestions on where to go and celebrate?
haha

miss tong wai teng

What am I doing???

Dear all,

I really don't know what happen with me, i seems to fall in love with another guy.
He is working in my current company, his post is project executive. He always not in the office but i can see him once or twice a week in the office.
I think he is quite handsome and cool.
We always have nice chats in the office.
He is not a good guy, as i know, he smokes, he clubs, he drinks.
He is asking me to go clubbing with him tonight,
however, i have dated Melvin to watch movie in one utama
At this moment, i prefer to go clubbing, how?????
He has a girlfriend now, it just started 1 week ago, but he told me that he doesn't like her, he feels guilty when he sees her.
He is that bad la
but i still think that he is cool.
I don't know la, i just know Melvin is such a good guy and i shouldn't betray him.
Hopefully this weird feeling towards my colleague will gone la.

Our Singapore trip HOTEL!!!

SUPer duper ncie swimming pool.... wanna go swim at night a....dunno can or not...hahaha

Orchard Parade hotelLL!!!

super nice.... its ONLY SGD 230.

its superior room.....!!

the picture..not sure which is the one though...but both also nICEE!!!

we are super lucky...cz its only for the month of august and only for MALAYSIANNS!!!!

its ON orchard road!!! we can go and hang out there till late night.....cz so near!!!

miss tong wai teng

New updates on our SIngapore TRIP!

i bought the bus ticket.

First coach, RM 100 per person.

the bus will be waiting in bangsar.

The ticket - 24th august 07 - 7.30am (have to be there by 715 am)

- 26th august 07- 430pm (be there by 415pm

the bus will drop us at this place call nowena square.(i have no idea where is it, but my cousin from singapore will be back next 2 weeks and she'll be staying at my hse.. so i'll ask her how to go to our hotel from there and also how to get arouns singapore okaY..no worries)

Actually my mum can drop us there to the bus stop on 24th. u all can come to my hse around 650am or u all can go straight there yourself.

Directions to get there - its nearby the bangsar LRT station. u will see the LRT station then u have to pass it. there will be a row of shops on the left just after u passby the LRT station. Then look for the 711 and turn in a lane. than u'll see first coach on your left!

if u are scared u might get lost, go there slightly earlier okay...have to be there by 715am.

i took a picture of one of the tickets! hahaha...just to show u all la....

The going ticket

The coming back ticket

miss tong wai teng

Singapore....Here we COmE!~

Place : singapore

Date : 24,25,26 AUGUST 07

Hotel : Hotel Supreme (SGD60 per person for 2 nights)

Transport : Bus - First Coach -RM 40(KL-sing) RM60 (sing-KL)= RM 100
- Transnasional - RM 30 (KL -Sing) the other way not sure..usually more expensive.
- others suggested "sin lian"...can't find it KY. i'll try to find more and upload it here cz i'm busy today.. going for my guitar lessoNs! hehehe

Plans : Day 1 - Night safari - SGD 20 per person *if got time go orchard road...got many
lightings!

Day 2 - Sentosa - Sky tower -SGD 12
- Fort Siloso -SGD 8
- Underwater world and dolphin - SGD 19.50
- Siloso beach - i think its free...
- Sentosa 4D magix - SGD 16 (pirates)
- The merlion -SGD 8 ( don't think we need to go this. we just take picture can ady...i went up there b4..nothing at aLL ...waste time...only good for takingpicture!)
- Clarke Quay / Robertson Quay - for dinner and taking pictures with the lightings.

Day 3 - Shopping around Orchard Road and go home....Or can go and sit KY's big balloon ..i found it...its called DHL balloon -SGD 23

* if day 1 we got more time can plan more things... but for now this is the plan...
* btw, the sentosa thing...we don't have to go everything...just tell me which one u all don't wan then we can cancel that out... =) its just all the options of things to do at sentosa!

*even if we go ALL the things ...its SGD 76 including night safari.
So total is SGD 136(for playing and staying) so if we bring like SGD 200 should be enough i think cz the rest is to eat(we eat less than SGD 10 a meal should be no problem)...but for buying things then...bring extra!

miss tong wai teng

updates of lee wai keey

i spoke to wai keey online in msn a few days ago. here is wat she said about herself :

she is not in seremban anymore.

she is on holiday now. it seems her holidays have started quite a few weeks ago already n now her holidays left 2 weeks more only if i am not mistaken.

she might be going to singapore or somewhere else ( follow her aunt ). thats y she cant go out with us this sun. also, she will be bz babysitting for her cousin (the small baby in her hse)

regarding the redang trip, she says she cant go. she say not sure coz she will be bz with her studies. she told me she got alot of assignments n all in imu, so most probably cant make it. however, i told her to double confirm with u guys coz i told her that u all wanna book air asia n so she has to tell u guys earlier. i told her to msg u all.

i guess thats all. sorry for the very little info bout wai keey. anyways i told her that we all feel that she has forgotten about us n she apologise. she says she is bz with studies if i remember correctly.

kher -yin

confirmation of outing on july 15 2007 !!!

place: 1 utama shopping center
time: REACH there around 11am
lunch: in 1 utama

nicky will fetch me as usual. n then we will meet wai teng n jamie there. i ask wai keey n she says she is not free. her aunt might wanna go singapore and other places n i think wai keey is following her.

please confirm who is going to 1 utama this coming sunday k. reply a.s.a.p in this blog n msg me to double confirm k. tq

love always,

kher -yin

Contact lens...teehee!~

i just bought contact lens!!! weeeee.....no power of course....just for FUN....hahahaha....cz i like nicky's contact lens...... =)
it wasn't that fun though....the first time i didn't know how to put it in...it took me 15 minutes to put it in....but i know the trick now...hahaha....cz my sis's bf always wear contact lens....so he taught my sis the trick...and now she taught me....
btw, its browNN! hehehehe...can't really see through the pictures cz i dun have my camera...used my HP's camera instead.... can't compare a 3.2 MP and a 7.1 MP picture sharpness right....

This picture is SO NOT me.....

This is SCARY!!! but can see the brown colour of my eyes right....hehehe

miss tong wai teng

place: i wanna go bangsar shopping village coz i never go there before =P
time : somewhere between 10-12pm bertolak
before we bertolak we go eat lunch somewhere cheaper k, not in bangsar
nicky will fetch me as usual =) erm if nicky n jamie dunno how to go then we can all wait at wai teng's hse n then move from there.. heheh!
n the rest u all figure it out la k.. hehe!

The Problem Between Me and Melvin

Honestly, i used to think that i can be a perfect girl friend before i had a boy friend. I used to think what should i do to become a lovely, adorable and caring girlfriend which can really tight the boyfriend to stay with me forever, and i believed that i can do it, such a shameless person.

Last time, when i was together with my ex ( That IDIOT), i used to think that my " quality " is so much better than his, thus, i used to have one thought, that is: i deserved so much better than this. Thus, i have no worries. Even that time we broke up, i still think that with that kind of guy can never get any girl who is better than me anymore.....(probably that time i was just consoling myself, i cannot remember, haha)

after breaking up with him, within a month time, i get to know Melvin, i don't understand why he treated me so well since we just know each other for one or two days (only). He began to chase after me, asked me to go out, treated me meals.....what he did to me melt my heart.....i think.....probably i just need someone to forget the past. At that time, i was thinking, why not to have a try? I have expected it will not be a very firm and long lasting relationship, probably we will go out to find another partner in one month time, then break up. This is what i thought when i started the relationship with him.

we get together after knowing each other for a month, he appeared to be a faithful, honest and caring guy, what was in my mind was: such a great actor he is. This, i really dare not to tell anyone about it, i don't know why, i just chose to be slutty that time. I continue to date other guys, lied to Melvin everytime i go out with them. i expected him to treat me the same way.

However, after a few weeks, i know i should not do this to this serious guy anymore, what he is doing is for me, he spent all his money on me, he spent all his time for me, he even changed his job just because of my mum doesnt like what he is working as that time.....(however, that job can really earn good living, if he didnt change his job, i think he can already save up to RM10,000, not like now..... want to repair car also no money)

I know i am wrong.....i tried to do many things to replace what i owed him, i want to be a good girlfriend, however, i dont know why, what he doing now can easily irritate me, making me lost the temper to treat him well, we argued on small matters, everytime i am the one to be unreasonable, he will be the one who say sorry, i know that i am wrong.....however, i just couldn't help.....the arguements are always on the issue of " pretty girls "

Got one thing, it was actually reminded by my mum and relatives, i have become uglier compared to last time before i get together with Melvin.....it is true actually, he is that kind of guy who doesnt really like to dress up nicely before going out. Last time when we go out together, there would be a big contrast between us, i feel very sien about it, especially when people give us a weird look, even more sien..... so that got one time, i really feel very lazy to dress up, even go college i also cincai like aunty, that's why my classmates used to say that i am ugly or nothing special about me.

Watching too much Taiwanese program these days, seeing too many pretty girls in KL and college, i am educated to think that guys will only look at the girls' appearance. If you have no good looking, you will be miserable for the rest of your life, if you have good looking, every guys are willing to help you when you are down. If you have pretty face, you can snatch other's boy friend away without putting hard effort.

I am so afraid, i had nightmares almost everynight. In the dreams, Melvin had affair with other girl, he slept with other girl, he looks at other girls, he admitted to me that he likes pretty girl.....that is hurt, that is painful, i woke up in horror with tears.....

Nowadays, the more i look at the mirror, the more i hate myself, i am no longer have "lifeful" face, it looks dead and grey.

Face problem: Super big eye bags with bed of pimples
Body problem: No boobs, fat waist, unsexy butts
leg problem: Long but fat, full with scars
feet and hands problem: sweaty
hair problem: fizzy and dry

I really cant stand with this Jamie. I don't want to be like this. I want to be perfect.

everytime when i see pretty girls, i feel uneasy, i always tell Melvin: How good if you can sleep with this kind of girl right? His heart is broken by what i said. However, what i think is, he wants to, it just happen that he dare not to.....i don't believe if one day there is a naked pretty girl lying beside his bed he wont do that with her. This thought disturb my mind. i feel insecure. In my mind, this can happen anytime, it just like a buried bomb. However, there is another buried bomb which is buried in our relationship.....if i continue to do this to him.

i really don't understand with what am i thinking..... got one day, i went out with his friends, i hate this gang of people, they thought themselves very high class because they come out to work earlier than we do. They are three couples of them. one of the girl was showing off the ring which was bought by her bf by doing many gesture, it costs 1,400, she even told us the boyfriend bought it to her just because they pass by the shop and she thinks that it was nice. I was quite pissed off, Melvin's mood was affected. In the car, he asked me, do you think your boy friend is useless? I hate this question, in my heart,: i answered this question: Yes, you are, why don't you just get lost in front of me?!" However, i choose to say a NO to him. I understand his situation, he really put it effort, it just that the return is not fruitful enough yet. However, his question really turned my nerves on!!!

I really don't know what can i do to maintain this relationship, i just know that he is the one who trying to sew the hole appeared, i am the one who trying to destroy it


Confused
Jamie

i am not going to watch astro talent quest anymore

he is being kicked out from the competition, the judges are blind.....they are deaf.....
i am so sad.
U see his face, he so handsome, so cute, so talented.....
i am not going to watch the competition anymore.

However, i am happy also, this is because, he need not to become a singer, and he will have less fans.....i got chance!!!!!( He is single) hahaha, i told this to Melvin, he nearly vomit blood.

Derek,
i love you
(i also nearly vomit blood)

Hey....i've tried out the thai food in MV ....amarin Thai...its quite ncie and not that expensive too.... if i wasn't that greedy i think the bill will only be rm60-70....So anyone wanna go for nice thai food can go there.....nice environment too... BUT its reallLY VERY SPICY.....for ppl like Kher-yin....please don't go there....hahahaha



The food we ate + another vege.....so FULL!

After my so called last exam

US...

Yummy starter.....

Chris...

miss tong wai teng

no such thing as "fair" exist in tis world.

hi ppl, this blog goin to sound very blue just like those in my friendster blog. i just wan to shared with u guys n i think u guys should know(if u wan) wat actually happen behind tat cheerful nicky. where should i start? ok from young lah. i'm staying with my aunty in shah alam since i'm 4 years old cos my dad n mum stay in pahang to work. they work night shift in the restaurant. they send me here cos they dun wan me, my bro n my sis to turn out like those village gal n boys like tat.. no education n turn to be a bad gal so here i am in the place tat i'm staying now. for more than ten years i think.

My aunty work as babysitter so she baby sit quite a lot of children. me, my bro, joey, mei yoon, my sister n she had only one daughter n my sister. now her daughter was 28, my bro 23, joey 22, me 21, mei yoon 18 n my sister 13. her daugther get married end of last year n born a baby boy last sat. we live like one family n learned to shared n get scolded. at the time when mei yoon n my sis was not in the pic yet.. i'm the youngest at tat time n always get bully. i have to do all the stuff u know.. all the house chores n always get scolded. last time in the hse i usually dun speak alot like now. i very quite cos i dun wan to speak more n then get error more. i very dumb one so always get scolded. i just dun know y. the law in the hse use to be very tight.

We have to some of the hse chores n always get scolded. if we don do one also. my aunty will scold till dun know wat redi. i think my neighbour also can hear redi. my primary n secondary very close friend also know tat my aunty very fierce n dun let me go out. let me tell u one secret i went to friend b'day party just when i'm in form 5 but all of them had went during standard 5 or 6. maybe i'm the youngest n the dumbest so i had different type of live. i just do all teh chores tat other people dun wan to do. everytime also me. if dun do also get scolded, do also get scolded. to prevent everyone get scolded everyday i have to do all of it.(so call to save the world). i do all just i dun wan ppl to scold me, but i wan ppl to learn to cherished n love me more.

My bro n joey turn a bit bad like go out n hang til late night n get scolded. actually not only scolded lah but also the news of their naugthyness will be spread among relatives. like uncle n aunty. then they will like always talk bout ur badness n let ur dad n mum know. this kind of doin is just like trying to lost ur parents face. u know wat i mean. so everything i do n make any decision also i had to think twice n think for everyone besides me. i can also think only for myself n do whatever decision i like but i just can't. i dun wan my parents to embarassed. so watever i do or speak had to be extra careful. i rather get scolded n do all the stuff rather than embarresed my parents. i know tat livin in other people house would not be tat fun cos u have to know how to brin ur self properly. but i just dun know y. maybe becuase i'm a gal. my bro can do anything cos he is a guy.

My parents turn is like , my bro can go anyway just by tellin my mum while i can't go anyway cos i'm a gal n my dad really love me so much so he just scared i will mix with bad people n always suspect my guy friends to be my bf. i just dun know y. he think his daugther was so good quality tat all the guy on earth also will go after. i think my dad really dun understand his daugther tat well so i do not have the right to go anyway. all people will only love me cos i work in my restaurant n be good. as to my concept the being good n do as wat they say =love. u just can't go against wat they say, if u do= bad. do u know me n my bro start to help in the restaurant at the age of 11/12 n till today. almost every school holiday till school reopen. last time we get salary like only RM200 only for two months. but work like 11.30a.m till 10 p.m.. u c our labour money is tat cheap u know. understand by tat cos we r helping my parents. tat restaurant not only my dad lah but also shared with my uncle n his wife.

They have education higher than my parents lah so his wife take over tat account. my uncle have 5 sons n no daugther. his eldest son is 14 tis year.i tell u ppl. nowadays kid really had life i tell. they take turns to help in the restaurant n thay had time limit like 11.30 a.m till 4p.m. compare to us last time.. they had much much much more advantages. last timei had to work morning shift while my bro had to work night shift. every chinese new year also we had to work more extra lah.. like 11.30a.m till 2.00a.m .now their son dun have to work during chinese new year, for me n my bro chinese new year n holiday = workin. no holiday for us. actually i know tat we can't compare with other people. sometimes i really think tat's not fair. we had the same surname but only not same parents y do we had different type of life. not even my sister had the kind of life like us. they r really very very good. kids nowadays really very very happy lah. i just keep tellin myself i'm helping my parents so it's ok. till now i stil pratices tat. accpet for holiday lah, i need to go work n earn money outside mah. after 6 years i think i should had my life right. but chinese new year i still go back to help so i really dun know wat is CNY for the past 9 years. CNY=work. so now my bro is in australia n i had all the burden on me.

My mum always call me to go back when she need me to work for her part with my dad when she wan to go back to my grandma hse n i always had no part in any of the activity tat my mum's side grandparents cos i need to work. i know i had to bare with all tistill i live for australia. so i eager to go. when i'm there. i dun have to care wat i do or wat decision i make tat will not been talk by all the relatives n i can sleep like a death pig. till wat time also no people will bang on my door to wake me up. i think my bro is enjoying life over there. it's a fairy land for us. in the hse in shah alam. i'm always the scape goat. no matter wat also i'm the one to blame.

Let me tell u frankly, everytime i go out i always didn't tel my aunty the truth where i been. i always tell her i'm goin out to do course work n i lie. i dun know how many sin i have made but i have to. do u remember me bringing my sis out one day with us. tat;s the only time i told my aunty tat i'm goin out with my friends. n she made me to brin my sister, but i told her tat i'm goin out with my friends n kind of weird right but she claim tat i'm goin out with bf n can't bring sis.wow... u know. i dun have any private life n i'm totally tie down. joey can go out cos she have no sister n she offically had a bf so understandable tat she had top go dating. i can't cosa my dad dun let me to have a bf now n their mentality is tat if u had a bf u r goin to do bad in ur exam.so if i really have one i also dun know wat to do. maybe just like secondary time, when u have one, u try to hide from parents n go undertable.u should understand wat i mean.

I just dun wan to stay here anymore, i wan to go n run away with my life, i just dun knwo wat to do. i'm telin u guys today is not i wan to win sympathy from u guys. i just wan to shared my real life with u guys. there is no fairness in tis world. i just wan to go. sometimes i just feel like just die off then everything will be ok lah. life is tiring for me. lately i just feel tat i'm had teh value to someone when they need me. when they dun, i no longer had any value. when they need me i 'm the one tat they think. i'm willing to help as my nature behaviour.i learn to forgive n love others but no one understand tat.

i had to do something to exchange my love n respect. live was so hard for me to come to tis point of life n glad tat i'm not death by tis time. sometimes i really think if someone got any problem they will come to me to ask for help but if i got problem will they ever help. i dun think so.

today i'm tellin all tis is just to express my feeling because tis morning i just wake up n get scolded, haven't even brush my teeth. suddenly feel my life was so bad. not doin one small thing also get scolded early early morning. even though do redi also get scolded cos not doin teh thing in the right way. life was something miserable. ppl i just wan to express my feeling here cos all of us very hard to get together so i just express here. maybe when i cu guys face to face i have nothin to tell.i'm good in expressing my feelings through writting but not speaking. dun be scared off by my long n blue blog. u know when u guys come to me with problem i will sure help. dun worry. dun ever scared to come to ask help from me. no matter wat i still help. ok?? dun be afraid to trouble me. i'm willing to do anything for u ppl. cos we r best buddies. dun keep ur problem k. i just need a place to breath. please give me some space. thank you.

nicky

my Not so "happy ending"

i was suppose to finish my exams today....the day that i've been waiting months ago.....as u all know i dun get holidays that often.....and this is a SERIOUSLY BIG BIG exam.... i always wonder....how it feels on the day when my big burden has fallen off my shoulder......it was really interesting to think of it before my exams end..... However...today...it ended....but NOT ended either..... this is because.....there were 4 people who brought their HP into the quarantine room... 3 of them surrender themselves to the lecturer....but 1 did not...only found out during body check.... which is a really bad image for our batch... thats beside the point.... the most important one is the examiners will be having a meeting on monday to discuss about this...and whether to make us RESIT or not....the WHOLE ENTIRE BATCH! can u imagine.... all of us have to wait till monday and see if we have to study for tues....then only know if we should take exam on TUES....

i was really pissed off at that 4 ppl at first.....really angry and feel like scolding them.... but when i went to MV today.....i saw one of them.... who so happen to be always sitting next to me during lectures.... she's a super hyperactive girl.... she was sitting alone in MV.... no one with her....all her friends went to watch movie....she didn't go cz she felt so guilty for what she have done....i can see that she has been crying a lot...her eyes were so swollen... then my heart felt so uneasy as if i did something really bad.... then after i talked to her....i walked and think .... if i was in her place....i can't nvr imagine what she have to go through....all the blames by everyone in the batch...all the faces and looks that she;ll get from other ppl... its really sad to think of it.... then i realise.... I'VE really DONE a bad thing by getting angry in the first place.... but i just couldn't help it.... i can't control my feelings at that time....

after all the hard work i put in..... this is my so called "happy ending"...all the dreams of how it'll be like on the last day....just "pooFF" went off.... i really wanna know the feeling....

miss tong wai teng