the worst storm that happen in perth for the past 50 years

hey angels, i witness a terrible hail storm in perth on 22/3/2010. it;s really horrible. i;m havin my afternoon nap n at 415, i heard something like drilling. i awake n look out of the window n saw ice cube as big as gold ball hitting the roof top. it;s sooooo scary. it spoil most of the canvas roof n also plastic roof. the roof in my garden was destroy by it. my bro's car got dent in the front cover. it's really like car tat went to the war. got bullet like on the body of the car. it also flooded here as well. most of the hse got power supply cut off. terrible. it;s been a hot topic down here in perth. even hospital close down n advice outpatient to stay home. tat;s so funny. windscreen of car broke n some caught in the flood. terrible. here is some pic of it. luckily i;m home if not i will definately got injured if i;m outside.

24th b'day

24 is not a figure i'm lookin for. i really can't believe that i;m already 24. y is age keep on increasing? i hate to c that. i wan to c my age decreased. i wish i could turn back time. this year celebration is just as usual. just dinner. one cake with no one to blow candle wit.. it's kind of sad. this year present is more practical. someone is paying for my ticket home n someone is payin for my ticket to go to the cat's musical show. i got a bottle of apple flavour vodka, bracelet n necklace and also a photo frame. i think tat;s about it. wishes had become lesser n lesser each year as age increased.

kind of sad but i;m happy as more n more ppl forget my b;day. i dun mind at all actually. i;m happy cos ppl will nvr know when u r gettin old. when u r 18 or 21, ppl will wish u happy 18th or 21st b;day. when i saw happy 24th b'day, i really dislike it. it proven tat i'm so old wit nothin in hand. no job, no property, no relatioship, no money. wat i had is just ageing skin n lost of collagen fibre. well gals, thanks for all your wishes. nicky will love all of u. thank you.
Take care.

love
nicky

It is a mistake

I have been pushing myself to apologise to him today. But I just can't. This is the first time which I have this feeling. I really don't see what I have done wrong. If can, I just want to ignore him for a few days, to show him that I am angry and I have reached my limit. Honestly, I am really not happy with him googling other girl's blog, what made him so curious about her? He explained to me that he was just being random, but, does he feel wrong when he is doing that? Especially he is the one who always claim to be not caring what other people's life. Is he doing that to see whether he is good enough to get this kind of girl?
I don't know, the act of googling some random girl's blog is not acceptable to me at all. Especially after seeing him acting so uninterested towards pretty girls. I am very disgusted by it. And after all the hardwork that I have done, told him what I want, trying to talk to him about everything, he just can't open up his heart to me.
and when I talk to him about this issue, after me writing a very long message to him. He just explained that he was just being random, and told me that he is very tired and he wanted to sleep. and leave me hanging there. What did he want me to do? To blame myself? To apologise to him again? Sorry, this time, his tactic does not work, because, I am really angry.
And I remember reading his blog, he said that he don't like the feeling of taking into account of other people's feeling, he indicated that relationship is a burden to him, but why is he sticking to me? Because of he loves me? But why is he keep making mistakes?!
Probably, he is not ready yet. And the worst is, I am not able to take any unstable guy. The relationship is a mistake.

I need a space to vent out my frustrations in this relationship

Dear David,

these are all your mistakes, what I did is just want to show my concern, and the thing is, you googling other girl's blog, a random girl's blog, I did not even get angry about it! Even though I am given all the rights in the world as a girlfriend to get angry at you, to shout at you!
And Mr. Principle! You have been pretending that you are not curious about her at all (she is the prettiest girl in class)! Pretend that you don't even remember her name! If I act as if I don't know anything, and ask for your opinion about guys googling other girl's facebook, you would say: "oh, that is so sick! A guy who has a girlfriend should never do that!" Am I right? You are just so fake! I really don't know how can you ask me to trust you while you yourself is not trustworthy at all! Do you even feel ashamed when you blame me for not trusting you?! These were all happened during the d saga! You assured me and even scolded me for not trusting you, made me feel that as if I am someone with some mental problems who always suspect my boyfriend! See what you did to me in the end! All the lies you told me slapped my face within few second when I found out what happened, it hurted me so badly! I felt that I am just being played, being treated as a pros for an entire year! Compared to the physical slaps that I gave you, which you claimed to be so hurtful to you, the hurts that you brought to me are thousands times worse!
And I know, even until TODAY, yes, today, you are still very concern about her! You lied to me that you did all the searches of her name, her blog and her university are just all out of curiosity. Me, thinking of not to raise more issues which will burden you, have to take all these shits in! All those lousy excuses!
And yesterday, I have to push the issue of checking random's girl's blog aside, to tell you that what I want is just your honesty, not wanting you to hide things from me anymore! Don't want you to pretend to be a man who full of the shit principle, just check out girls with me! All these while I have been trying to tell you everything, just to make sure that you would do the same to me, but you just don't, you just like to pretend! Which really annoys me!
YOu claimed that you are tired to listen to all these issues, so do I. I am so tired with all your fucking lies! You always think that you are the victim, how about me? If was not because of the mistakes that you made, I will not even make a single noise! Do you realise that!
What I am feeling now is I am being held ransom! I am threatened not to make complaints about your faults! But at the same time, you keep making mistakes. And I cannot even raise my concern. These are all your mistakes, me, the victim, have to make sure that I tone down my voice when I talk to you about it, to make sure that you won't be triggered, to make sure that it won't tire you out! Do you think that it is fair for me? At the end of the day, you just like to make the whole situation as if I am the one at fault, is this the way you love me? And, because of me loving you so deeply, I have to keep persuading myself that you love me and you are just someone simple, apologise to you in the end, to make sure that you feel better and not breaking up with me. And the next day, you do more mistakes.
Mr. Principle, what I did is just to raise my concern! And I did not even blame you for checking her blog! Please appreciate my patience! Appreciate my love to you!
Please remember, honesty and trust work together! If without you being honest, how do you expect me to trust you!