disappointment

am i being too independent or am i not being treated equally?

i feel so so disappointed with my parents... they always spoil my eldest sister.. She always spend all her money and even borrow money from my mother even though she is working and earning alot.. she doesn't even bother to return the money to my mother... my mum always complain to me that my sister took all her money and bla bla bla....but the next day if my sister ask her for money even in a bad manner she still gives! everytime my sister goes on a holiday with her boyfriend, my mum is the one who gives her the money to spend there... she even scolded my mum after my mum helped her to change the money because it wasn't enough... WTH! my mum have to keep asking her how much she wanan change everyday about 1 week before she leaves for holiday.... my dad doesn't even know that my sister used his credit card to buy so many things and she owes him around 5 digits... before she go for holiday... he gave her money as well...

they only thinks that she is the best... earning a lot of money, independent... bla bla bla...thats what they go around and brag about her....

about me?? they'll just say..."yalar she's so soft...how to be a doctor also i don't know..." after all my results are better than my sister, they will still think she is the smartest in the family...whatever...i don't care....

but today...i am so so disappointed in what they said to me... ONE day before i go to bali, which is today... my mum finally asked me "do you wana change money? bring money and change la"
when i said i haven't change.... she wasn't even worried....
my dad.... "your bf so rich ask him to pay laa"...thats because my dad always think my sister's bf is not rich....but thats because they both used up all the money....

*speechless... Chris already paid for my airticket and hotel okay....

i was so angry just now..i just went to the bank and take out my money and change it myself....i don't wanna tell them that i changed my money to go to Bali.... who knows....they won't even bother....

it is not that i mind using my own money but i just feel that the money that i'm using, i save it for so long from the money they give me... whatever, i rather use that than asking them for money now....


wai teng

my new sem

hi angels,

my new sem had just started.. im doin microbio, genetic engineerin n plt biotech.. actually nothin much but i wanted to shared something with u all. microbio is soemthing tat i had done b4 back in inti college. today in the micro lab i do the same old thing again. gram staining n observed the microscope..the main thing tat i wan to brought up here is my lecturer.. hehehe. in this micro class i got two very "man" lecturer. both r mat salleh.. both always wear polo T n also wear jeans which i think was casual. One of the one was bald head but still men. i think i'm goin to do good in tis subject. ahahha. they r both in early 30s or mid 30s.. both r Dr.. ahaha one of them r my lab demonstrater. wah, so good.. now i felt the feeling like jamie towards mr cheow.. everyday i must go to the class.. not goin to skip one class.. hahahaha. jamie, u should know how i feel. hehehe. hope u guys have a lovely day. take care.

love
nicky

happy valentines day!!

hello again!

just dropping by to wish u all a *HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!* =)

xoxo

kher yin