one week break

act scared

i'm tryin to promote the jelly fish n the juice, the famous boost here,, very nice,

sorry bout the posing

sorry bout my little finger..

hey gals, i;ve one week semester break n i went to western australia aqua centre.. it;s like the one we visited in singapore.. almost similar but sngapore one is bigger.. here's some photo.. enjoy it.

I am in the United Kingdom

This is a lake which is 5 minutes away from my house. Got ducks swimming. Very lovely.
This is David's hostel. Mine is not as nice.

We were doing some grocery shopping in ASDA super market. It is not very cheap.

Quite like my outfit. Haha.

Posing in the airport after crying.Repeat...

Like this picture. It was taken when we were lying on the grass outside my hostel.

First day of going to the law school. I like my preppy look.
David posed good here.

Dear all,

I am in the United Kingdom now. So far I am quite busy doing some preparation. I love my room and I feel it is comfortable.

I rarely take pictures because I am busy recently. Will upload more in future.

sad n regret

hey my dear angels..

its been a while since we updated this blog so i tot of sharing how i feel at this moment now that im in the states...

some of my friends are kinda avoiding me at the moment due to some dispute that i had with them last quarter, before i came back to malaysia... i really cant remember what happen between my friends n i that coz me to get so mad at them that time. all i know is that i was very angry that time that i exploded infront of them. :(

later after that incident, things get back to normal. we din speak of what happen til i came back to malaysia, things were normal between us. at least that was wat i tot...

when i came back to the states recently, i found out that my friends were actually very scared of me. they were so worried that they were gonna hurt my feelings again n din want history to repeat itself. thus, the akwardness between us and also the keep-the-distance attitude. i felt it when i first arrive but i din know wat was the reason. now i know...

i just foud out bout the reason yesterday when another one of my friends told me bout it. i was too shocked to find that my actions actually cause my friends to stay away from me. i dunno how to describe my feelings now.

i cried yesterday infront of one of my friends. just sat there. stoned. sad n regret that i actually exploded just like that the other day.

the saddest part was i know that i cant do anything now to change the past. i hope ill get better with my friend but its really hard.

the friend that im talking bout is yanru. remember the gal i say always have affair with other guys wan. n her ex bf is the indian guy... anyways, she is super close to the chinese guy that she use to have afffair with n that guy dun really like me. he keep reminding her of wat i did to her when she tries to talk to me in msn. n then she will be so akward with me til i cant do anything. im also starting to feel so akward infront of her already.

we used to be able to talk bout almost anything but now.............. :'(

so i just wanna say sorry if i use to be like that. i really dun want the same thing to happen to u guys just like how it happened to yanru n me...even yuen mei my best friend is also very afraid that she will hurt my feelings... :(

I'm lucky...

hey, gals. this is the new laptop tat i got from my uni. It;s a brand new dell vostro... they say it;s a lucky draw.. three international student got it. i''m one of the lucky one. yeah!!!! this is some of the pic that i promise i'll post them up. hope u guys will enjoy..

nicky

September is not a good month!!!!

i hate september tis year because everyone of us is leavin msia. leavin all our memory land behind n startin each n everyone;s life. jamie leavin to u.k. soon, ky is goin back to u.s. , wt is goin to seremban, wk is stayin in cheras. the opportunity of us seeing each other become more n more less. how i ever wish tat life dun change n time don't fly.. so tat we can stay together forever.. i miss u gals... i've no closed friends here.. i know tat no one can take over hexangels place here.. i hope tat u ppl will not forget hexangels.. we r forever one.. friendship forever.. keep in touch... love n hugss from me in Perth... we can only talk through skype or msn when we r so far apart from each other. please add me in skype if u have one.. my user name is nickykjs. if u dun have one, the we must meet in msn.. c u guys soon on msn..miss u all,, take care.

much love,
nicky