my b'day cake

my b;day cake. it was from my bro when the clock struck 12am on 11/3/09. it was a ice cream cake. it start melting redi so i didn;t take pic much. i;m busy chattin on webcam with wai teng.. super busy..

sorry i took it the next day after eatin sorry. one part gone.

my birthday!!

hey ladies, my first b;'day oversea. this is my first present.. this is the present tat i wanted so long but dun know y i get it for b;day n not valentine day plus it;s from a lady with 2 children..wrong person n wrong timing.. dun know y.....

first fower i received after 23 years. (sad to say tat)

the sender, tricia n her 2 daughter valerie n verlyn

the 160th post

hey ladies, tis is the 160th post of our blog.. hehehhehe so happy.. i just celebrated my 23rd b'day,first time away from home on a foreign land, without angels n also other bestie.. i will be busy tis few days till mon. i will upload those pic of my celebration on fb or in this blog. well actually i just want to tell another disappointed story here again.

i think jamie knew bout it n only the rest of the angel dun know about it. recently my friend's x bf came to get to know me through fb n msn. they just broke up like 4 months. he came to me n start spilling out everything n i do believe tat he still much in love with my friend. she is not an ordinary friend but just like u ladies. she had some place in my heart.

we start chattin n i try to make him understand things n wat had happen in the past n just let him know which part tat need to be improved. it;s also one of my part time job of givin consultation. free of charge some more. well until tis point i should think all of u can guess wat happen next. yes u r right!! i had feelings towards him redi. n for your futher info, his name is heng. we start to chat, we chat almost everything. car, football, life, education. as for me i think he is not bad lookin n not too handsome. just those tall n thin gentlemen out there. i start to like his personality. strange to say tat. when he goes withmy friends. i;ve no feeling towards him but as i knew him deeper i start to dig my own grave. i did ask opinion to everyone includin jamie as well. she told me tat i fall for the wrong target or the target tat i thought is the one.

jamie, tat day u told me i dun know y u say tat. now n today, i start to understand. jamie,u r right. once his wound is heal, he will go away n nvr turn back to say thank you. i think i;m gettin there redi. very very soon.. last week, we chat almost every night. n now due to my feelin n i dun wna to dig my own grave. i stop to start the conversation first. he nvr finds me. last week, if i dun find him he sure find me. ahahhahaha.things happen so funny.i also dun know wat;s happening now,


wat;s the kind of weird feelin tat i'm havin?? dun worry guys, nicky still stand strong n firm.. i knew after min woo, i can still stand with any other bad treatment from guys tat i like. i think min woo is the worst things tat i suffer. when i look back at that moment, i just think i'm stupid which i learn my lesson. no n nvr ever goin to confess in my entire life again.


jamie, thanks for tat advice, stay away from him. he really walk out of my consultation clinic n nvr turn back to say thank you. now i'm a abandon kid.. ....



abandon kid,
nicky

my birthday!!

hey ladies, another one day after my today is my 23rd b'day n i hope tis year would be a special one n also a sad one cos all of u r not by myside. i just have a request of wanting u guys to go webcaming for like 10 or 15 min at least.. i just hope tat tis is the present for me tis year. i'll be free after 7.30p.m (perth time), 6.30p.m. (msian time) 11.30am(u.k. time) onwards. sorry ky, i dun know bout us time. u can convert n let me know. i really hope i can c u guys. ky, can u borow a laptop from your friend to go online for like 15 min.. just tat. try your best but if can;t i won;t force u.. then nvr mind.. i really hope to c u guys.. tis is the only year without u all by myside ever since we all meet. i miss u guys loadssssss... muaksss n hugsss. tis is an idea contribute from wt.. thanks wt for your idea.. love u guys loadsssss

take care.. consider bout it n let me know..
love
nicky

ladies..

hi ladies, how r ppl??? missin u all so much.. i know everyone seems busy because of exam n final sem.. i';m justdroppin by n say hi to everyone plus checkin u guys out.. hehe. i'm goin to be pretty busy in the comin few weeks, at least for the comin 2 months.. it's goin to be hectic.. lookin forward for autumn to come.. first autmn in my whole entire life.. hehe.. will take more pic to post up.. take care ladies. miss u guys very muchie...

missin the angels
nicky