YELLOW CHINESE!

nurse in IMU : hey girl, where are u from ar?
wai teng : what do u mean?
nurse in IMU : how come u are so fair? are u from camerons or something?
wai teng : no i'm not .... i'm local!

my friend's friend : hey... why are u white ar? ( pointing to my shoulder)
wai teng : all Chinese are white what... i'm not the only one
my friend's friend : no lar... u are white....they are normal
wai teng : no ....I'M NOT!!

are these people blind or what....i'm not white.... i'm yellow.....like other chinese....hate it when ppl say i'm white!!! damN!

miss tong wai teng

Super Duper Crazy 24 hours

it was just 24 hours ago and i had all kinds of FEelings in the world! Firstly, i went with my uni friends to an Orphanage in PJ to give tuition to the orphans. I was excited and happy that i'm doing it because i've never give tuition to anyone before. Then i felt Scared... cause i was suppose to teach a 16 and a 17 year old girl. Which i thought was form 4 and form 5. I was so tired that morning because i went out with my friends for dinner the night before. There goes the irritable mood. Then, i pick my friends up form uni to the place. Mood - changed. Happy. After that, WE WERE LOST! as usual i don't have any sense of directions... frustration came in place. we took an hour from bukit jalil to that place! When i reach there, the orphans was waiting for us outside...when i saw them...all the bad feelings was gone... i teach the 16 and 17 year old girls maths. But one was a form 1 maths and the other was a form 4 maths. Lucky me. I still remember my stuffs! They don't know how to answer questions that are written in english. but they know how to do the maths if i explain to them in BM. i feel so sad for them. Its because of the environment they grow up in. Its not that they don't know how to do. Its just the language problem. Then i teahc another 2 small boys maths , both are 10. One knows how to do addition and substraction but don't know how to read in malay/english. The other one don't even know simple calculation like 2+3. I felt so grateful that I grew up in a good environment , get good education, good living environment, parents that loves me, sisters with me, good friends.... so much more... When i think back when i complain so much bout everything... i should just Slap myself... At the end, i found out that they are not really orphaNS! they have parents around just that their parents can't afford... Can u imagine? Its super duper SAD!

Then, i went with my sis to the LV shop in Starhill! I lurrve going in there. I lurrvee seeing all the bags cz i lurrve bags! But it was to buy a purse for my mum and not a bag for myself.... disappointment! haha.. We bought her a very nice monogram long purse. Then i went to Dior!! my favourite Brand! wanted to get myself a necklace from there.. Then i think twice! this had never happen to me before!! that necklace price is probably what an orphan can use for few months for food! which is an essential need!walked out ....funny feeling in me.....can't describe it..

Just this morning, i looked at my feet and i realise my white gold anklet was not there!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Shocked!!!
totally broke down and cry....i was searching on my bed, on the floor, everywhere! NOT THERE!! Then i tried to think when was the last time i saw it... i can't recall... how stupid can i bE!!!!i was thinking in IMU, PJ, Starhill, everywhere...i just don't remember!!! Out of a sudden i saw my jewellery box on my table.. i quickly went and search ..AND I FOUND IT!!!!!! i forgot i took it out during orientation... cause iwas scared it'll drop somewhere!!!i totally went crazy when i saw it!! Happy and jumping around my room! glad i didn't loose it....

miss tong wai teng

by a slip of fate

hey guys kind of sad today cos someone ask me wat type of gals m i?? i dun know how to answer him. i'm a bit lost n doubt myself. whether i'm a gal or a guy? maybe i'm a guy but by a slip of fate i turn out to be a gal. tat's my bro in law's question. actually tat's a story behind the statement. me n my cousin plan to do mask n the mask is in liquid solution. it's my first try to help people to apply o their face so i start applying for her first. usually i'm damm clumpsy in tis n i have no sense of art. i apply till not balance n i predict i'll get scolded one. after applying then she ask for a mirror. she start nagging me lah. she say my applying till not balance represent the wya i'm doin my work. so i sasy yes n i truly agree with it. then my bro in law ask tat question lah, "wat type of gal r u?" tat's a very good question n i start to question my self. so i told him is by a slip of fate. so i'm not a gal. he say u r a gal but soft enough. maybe but i think i've nothin in a gal. at tat moment i just think can i get married or i'll better stay single for a moment. even a guy also say like tat. i just wonder is there any guys out there r willing to married a wife with a man characteristic. let me name it. clumpsy, dun love shopping, dun care to make up,dun care to dress up nicely, love to watch football, f1.. very rough, i'm the destroyer of the hse. anything tat come to my hand, i'll either spoil it or break it. i remember accidentaly breaking my cousin's car plate number. tat time i walk in front of her car, n my trousers accidentaly hook the side of the plate n break it, i broke the mirrior in th toilet. the worst thing is, i drop my cousin's limited edition coke, the coke is one set one.tat coke's is bought back by her husband from china. it is a set of china olympic mascot. one of the tin went crooked cos i drop it to the floor while helping her to wipe the coke collection. tat time makes me wan to cry. i just feel like flying to china to buy again one set for her. tat's hard to get even tough u r in china. i walk also always bang here n there. i feel i more like ky in my house. they call me gozilla cos i'm the one in the biggest size in the hse. well my writing also so ugly. a gal shouldn't be like tat. a gal should be very decent, very soft spoken, handwriting very nice, very particular n very careful with wat they are doin. none of the factor tat can be found in me. omg. just doubt bout my sex. so horrible. i'm so gentle gal. even min woo commen bout my handwriting. omg. i'm so ashamed of myself. y god have to be so unfair? if i'm a guy but y do u have to turn me to a gal? suffering. more horrible than a lesbian or a gay. make me feel like dying. maybe i should learn to do a transexual operation. turn from a guy to a gal. dun be suprise if one day i do so..

Nicky Sam

my 21st birthday!

well guys nothin much on my birthday. family celebrating with me. we went to eat dinner in korean restaurant. last time we use to go there. "da jiang jing" remember? so 9 person is there we had ate bout RM402. wow.. but was extremely full. we take bbq n also steamboat. there was a damm big octupus in the pot for the steamboat.. i'll upload the pic in my friendster soon. or maybe here. n wai teng, jamie, diana, kher yin celebrate for me in t.g.i. n they make me stand on the chair n sing birthday song for me. diana try to find a bf for me.. tat's kind of werid right?? so bad taste. i believe u guys saw the pic in the blog. so embarassing u know. how can i forget tis birthday.. dun worry i'm planning one for u guys soon.. ahahahaha.. just wat n c lah.. surprise comin up.. the last birthday one should be very serious.. beware jamie.. ahahahah c u guys soon.. muackss n hugss..
LOVE
NICKY

My Granny's Bday @ Overseas restaurant

It was my granny's 90th Bday! so all the relatives came for the dinner... i was happy that i get to wear my Cheongsam agaiN! hahaha....i just lurrve my cheongsaM! i took a picture of the back.... its somewhere down there.... anyways.... i just wanna post some nice and some funny pictures that i took that day....i was the camera girL! hahaha.... i lurvee taking candid pictures of people....its just so NaturaL! by the way... it was the 18th!! 39th months with chris... =)


With Chris before going to the dinner


Drunk! thats my cousin n my sis's bf


My sis! haha....


Cousins...


Sis's Bf

"Chai mUi"


My Cutie....Shin Han....


Granny...with the presents my cousin from sing' gave her


The back of my Cheongsam!

Me and sis in the car...camwhoring

miss tong wai teng

Nicky's 21st Birthday @ Fridays

5 of us... Happy 21st birthday Nicky! Muaccks ..lurrve u!

Blow nicky BloW!

aww.....her new bf......

Speech giving time!

Nicky in the state of shock

Me and the two " HOT" girls ...hahaha

Sweet Nicky, Pretty Jamie

3 doinks

My best friend in IMU! PatricK!

jamie, Nicky and Kher-yin

Cam Whoring

pretty!

NICKY....Love , hugs and kisses form us

and we'll post min woo to U!

Nicky and Jamie

Nicky and kher-yin

Without Flash

The 4 members of hexangels

diana cut jamie's face!!
other than our Prom Queen

Kher-yin's X-raY! haha

miss tong wai teng

I MISS HAKIM !! =(

looking at the title of the post, i guess u guys understood wat i wanna say. but let me just tell the whole story and how i felt not being able to see a friend anymore (reminds me of ji youn) =(

the story...

it was january this year when it all begin, somewhere mid january if i'm not mistaken. even before cny i hadn't seen hakim since then. i realise that hakim never attended lectures n classes, but it never really bother me at all as i thought that it was all for the better since i can have my whole peace in coll. soon after it drag on til feb and yet hakim was still absent for the whole month. i started to get worried for him as this has never happen before. it's not like hakim to skip classes. he may be very noisy and at a certain point able to trigger ur anger, but looking back, he never skip classes, not for a whole 1 month plus! however, due to my ignorance n pride, i never bother to ask him how he was doing. his absence troubled me for a while but i never bother to message him whatsoever. at first i thought that he was on a holiday, to ukraine, since he told me his older sister is studying there and that his parents plan to visit her. i once ask him in msn for the reason of he not attending classes and he said that it was all for the better. people will have their own peace and much happier without him. soon it was march and i decided i couldn't be that ignorant n selfish anymore. i started messaging hakim asking bout his whereabouts but sad to say he ignored my first message. nevertheless, i did not give up that easily. he replied my second message n told me that it wasn't my fault and that it was his coz he plans to keep all this to himself n that he's not good at saying goodbye. he ask me in his message that if i knew all this would happen, will i change anything. i told him i will change and that things would be so different back then. he told me in his message that he once asked me before what i would do if he decided to change coll or not be able to c me anymore. as i continue to read his message, i try to recall the day he ask me that particular question, but being the person who always acts cold towards him, i fail to recall that important day. hakim replied my message around 2 something in the morning, and it woke me up. after reading his message, hot tears started streaming from my eyes like the pouring of rain. i cried for 1 hour plus til my eyes were swollen the next morning. i realise the reason why i cried was because i never knew that this day would come n that now it has, i totally regret what i had not done in the past for our friendship. i realise i had taken hakim for granted and that i always acted cold towards him. and yes, probably his attitude was pretty offensive n annoying at times, but stil people make mistakes in life. nobody's perfect. and i fail to c that in hakim. i always judge his mistakes instead of treasuring him as a friend. i learn not to take small things for granted n i guess i learn it the hard way, facing the consequences of not being able to see hakim anymore. i miss those small quarrels we had together, those shouts of anger. i never get the chance to tell him how much i love him, telling him how much i treasured him as my fren. God gave me so many chances before, but i took it for granted and now i have to pay the consequences of my actions. seeing how all these has happen in just a blink of an eye, i don't think i deserve such a good friend like hakim. tho i always act cold towards him, yet he never tell me how hurt he was or rather, not act cold back towards me. i let my anger took hold of me. he always wanted to treat me lunch and i always push it aside, giving tonnes of excuses not to show up for it. 5 months of friendship just disappear without the slightiest feeling of love in it. i had 5 whole months to show him how much i value him as a friend but what did i do in the end?i did nothing for our friendship while he putting so much effort in it, treating me lunch (once), buying me so many cloud nines when he knew i was addicted to it during that time, opening the doors on our way to classes. he may have so many bad influences (smoking n being such a pervert), yet he always makes sure that i come first. i may not know all about his bad characteristics, which i don't plan to know right now, but at least, he tried his best to savour our friendship. he even told me once that all those fightings we had were not fightings to him. always giving me advices on how to be optimistic, scolding me when i always had this obsession of scratching my ear(allergy), borrowing me his novels for the whole 2 weeks of holidays etc etc. reflecting back on our friendship, i guess hakim don't deserved such a bad friend like me. i did nothing for him. all i poured in this friendship was anger, ignorance n pessimistic attitude, which in the end leads to a whole heartful of regrets. if only i could turn back time, i would definitely treasure him like never before. i can stil remember the last time i sw him was his bag, not him. it was somewhere in january, the last week before cny holidays. it was a tues n he had statistic class in the morning. as usual, i always come early to coll. i was walking towards the discussion room i always use before my classes begin. somehow, i walk pass it as i saw light in the other classroom, far behind the discussion room. as i walk nearer to the classroom at the far end, i saw hakim's bag and i quickly turn and walk away, not entering the class and saying hi to him. sigh! all i can ask now was for his forgiveness and convey my best wishes to him in his near future. he may be younger than me, but he is much more matured than i am. if i could turn back time, i would love to give him his hug that he always wanted for a long time, tell him how much i treasure him as my friend, tell him how much i love him, treat him lunch, give him a gift to replace all that fightings we've gone through etc etc. we've gone through plenty of ups n downs and altho it's for only a short period of time, i'll always treasure it forever. it's been almost 3 months since i last saw him, yet i stil have this tiny weeny hope that he'll come back to TPM and study. i still could not figure out the cause of him leaving coll, but if he leaves coll because he feels unhappy there, i respect his decision and wish him happiness n success in his new coll. he is a bright kid, obtaining full petronas scolarship for his SPM, at least thats what i heard from my friend, so i guess many coll or uni will definitely take him in. every night since i received his messages, i cried myself to sleep. i try not to think about what had just happen. i know that i have to let go. what's in the past is in the past. no more turning back. hakim also brought me close to God. i've abandone my prayers for quite some time now due to tiredness, always doze off halfway through my prayers. after what happen, i prayed each and everyday, making sure that hakim is in my prayers. i long for a miracle to happen. for hakim to come back to TPM since it's his last semester before he flies to california. it would be such a waste if he just quit like that. he spent 2 years studying in TPM and he quited now, in his last semeseter. but like i said before, i respect any decision he makes, altho i know it will definitely break my heart if he choose not to continue in TPM. i guess i've written a very long essay. thanks for reading guys. i felt much better after writing it out here in this blog. please do not tell mathavan about this whole thing about me crying for hakim and all k. appreciate it loads. thanks. love u guys loads

ps: i'll definitely treasure u guys more after going through this whole experience with hakim

written with tears in her eyes,

kher-yin

Diana and Juin's Bday @ Marche, Curve

*i hate the pictures....i look WHITE! like a ghost.....when we go out, NO FLAsh! OKAy!*

M106!

Me, Diana Noma, Ambiga, Diana Patrick and PAtricK!

Diana And Juin! Happy Birthday!

4 of us again....

The whole place was filled with IMu students! haha

The steps of makin an international call!!! please follow if u found ur self lost... especially kher yin..

well guys. i'm givin u her number is for u guys to call her n not to sms.. do u guys know y??? it is because korea n malaysia running a different mobile fon system.. their fon r together with the line while our fon usin sim card.. they dun use sim card like us.. so it is hard to sms in to their mobile.. u guys can call cos it is an international call.. so u guys can get her.. tis is the info i get from my cousin sister.. jy told me tat her friend can sms her but i dun know how.. just in case i saw jung woo then i can ask him how or bump into any korean tat study in malaysia so i can ask them too... in the mean time wat i can do is call her.. the step is very easy..
1. Buy a digi or maxis idd card, do not buy i talk cos they only have i talk mobile where it is suckss n dun know how to use.. if u can get the blue i talk then it is ok.. i will explore the i talk mobile with someone tat use before.. n last time the pd i talk mobile i'll pay u guys back the money.. dun worried.. cos u guys didn't use it...
2. digi rates is bout 25 sen per min for south korea. for maxis i dun know. just cost u bout RM 10.. u can talk for 1 hour +. very worthy.
3. PLease use UR HSE fon n HP cos they will charge on hp n not hse fon.. if usin hp, extra charges on ur available crd n also on the idd card.. for hse fon., it is only on the card n not the fon bill.. dun worried u will get scolded from ur mum or dad cos u r doin an international call..advise is use the HSE fon. if u wan to use the hp also no problem.. up to u guys lah..
4. follow the instruction on the back of the IDD card tat u have bought.. follow wat the operate tell u to do. if not mistaken for, after enter the pin code, the operate will tell u the balance of the card, then operate say"enter 1 for local call, enter 2 for international call".
5. then the operater will ask u to enter country codes, area codes n the number. wat u need to do is just dial all the number tat i have given to u..
6. then the operator will tell u how long u can talk.. the duration is according to the balance tat u have in the IDD card. so lesser the money lesser the time to talk lah..
7. after finishing, put down the fon..it is tat simple.. not very complicated procedues..
du worried too much guys
isn't it easy right???
i'm sure tat RM 10 is sufficiant for u to talk for 1 hours..everytime i need to use like two to three rimes only can finish the RM10.. so it is quite cheap to talk with the idd card...any enquries u can always call 0169512723.. nicky.. i only specialized in buying digi idd card not maxis.. u can call tat number if u buy digi idd card.. dun call me if u buy maxis.. maxis user not entertaine.. ahahahha joking only lah...dun be angry k...
very simple procedures, very cheap payment, affordable to make a call to korea so i hope u guys can take up the effort to call her.. she must be damm happy to hear the voices from u guys..i think she will be bored to hear my voice redi.. she will be thinking "nicky again, very fan ar her""" ahahah
tat's my point of view...ok guys.. good luck in trying n please make an effort.. the idd card is available in the place where u buy ur reload card..like 7-eleven or specialized store.. ok guys??? good luck.. hope u will success..
love
nicky

Dearest Nicky's Bday!

Nicky's Birthday is one 11th of March ...21st BirthdaY!!! An important one!!!weee...!!!......but we'll be celebrating it on the 17th of march okaY! make sure u all are freE!!! all MUST go for the dinner okaY!..*muackks* haha... still got no idea about where to go....any suggestions?? what kinda food you like, Nicky?? tell me asap so that we can plan on where to go to eat......wee....i love to eat.....go somewhere that we've never been to together kaY!! *muacckkS*

p/s: if any of u all go to guardian within this month and buy anything above rm 25, please give me the Stamp okay....i wanna use it to buy the winnie the pooh and lumpy the elephant!! Do u all know bout Amid the baby elephant? he's so cute....how can those people be so cruel to hIM!! i HATE THEMMM!!!! by the way...did i told u guys before that.....i LUURRVVEE elephants..?? hahahaha ... forgive me...i'm kinda crazy / Sick-in-the-head noww....hahaha

Miss Tong Wai Teng

ji youn's adress n telephone num

hey guys nicky here, i'm givin u guys her number n also adress. feel free to call her n send her cards or letter.. take some of ur precious n effort to contact here.. since she is so far far away. everytime also i call, like so unfair to u guys.. maybe u guys have something to talk to her leh..or maybe cards.. her hp no is 8210-7239-3601.. just call directly.. no need to add any code cos i help u guys to do so redi.. her house adress just in case u guys need to send her stuff.. house adress Kyoung Ki Do, Nam yang Joo city, O-nam-ub, O-nam-ri, Shin-woo IDLE 203-1403, 472-943, south korea. justwrite like tis.. those people know how to read one.. dun worried to much.. hope ji youn can c our beautiful blog.. take care guys..
nicky