by a slip of fate

hey guys kind of sad today cos someone ask me wat type of gals m i?? i dun know how to answer him. i'm a bit lost n doubt myself. whether i'm a gal or a guy? maybe i'm a guy but by a slip of fate i turn out to be a gal. tat's my bro in law's question. actually tat's a story behind the statement. me n my cousin plan to do mask n the mask is in liquid solution. it's my first try to help people to apply o their face so i start applying for her first. usually i'm damm clumpsy in tis n i have no sense of art. i apply till not balance n i predict i'll get scolded one. after applying then she ask for a mirror. she start nagging me lah. she say my applying till not balance represent the wya i'm doin my work. so i sasy yes n i truly agree with it. then my bro in law ask tat question lah, "wat type of gal r u?" tat's a very good question n i start to question my self. so i told him is by a slip of fate. so i'm not a gal. he say u r a gal but soft enough. maybe but i think i've nothin in a gal. at tat moment i just think can i get married or i'll better stay single for a moment. even a guy also say like tat. i just wonder is there any guys out there r willing to married a wife with a man characteristic. let me name it. clumpsy, dun love shopping, dun care to make up,dun care to dress up nicely, love to watch football, f1.. very rough, i'm the destroyer of the hse. anything tat come to my hand, i'll either spoil it or break it. i remember accidentaly breaking my cousin's car plate number. tat time i walk in front of her car, n my trousers accidentaly hook the side of the plate n break it, i broke the mirrior in th toilet. the worst thing is, i drop my cousin's limited edition coke, the coke is one set one.tat coke's is bought back by her husband from china. it is a set of china olympic mascot. one of the tin went crooked cos i drop it to the floor while helping her to wipe the coke collection. tat time makes me wan to cry. i just feel like flying to china to buy again one set for her. tat's hard to get even tough u r in china. i walk also always bang here n there. i feel i more like ky in my house. they call me gozilla cos i'm the one in the biggest size in the hse. well my writing also so ugly. a gal shouldn't be like tat. a gal should be very decent, very soft spoken, handwriting very nice, very particular n very careful with wat they are doin. none of the factor tat can be found in me. omg. just doubt bout my sex. so horrible. i'm so gentle gal. even min woo commen bout my handwriting. omg. i'm so ashamed of myself. y god have to be so unfair? if i'm a guy but y do u have to turn me to a gal? suffering. more horrible than a lesbian or a gay. make me feel like dying. maybe i should learn to do a transexual operation. turn from a guy to a gal. dun be suprise if one day i do so..

Nicky Sam