the 160th post

hey ladies, tis is the 160th post of our blog.. hehehhehe so happy.. i just celebrated my 23rd b'day,first time away from home on a foreign land, without angels n also other bestie.. i will be busy tis few days till mon. i will upload those pic of my celebration on fb or in this blog. well actually i just want to tell another disappointed story here again.

i think jamie knew bout it n only the rest of the angel dun know about it. recently my friend's x bf came to get to know me through fb n msn. they just broke up like 4 months. he came to me n start spilling out everything n i do believe tat he still much in love with my friend. she is not an ordinary friend but just like u ladies. she had some place in my heart.

we start chattin n i try to make him understand things n wat had happen in the past n just let him know which part tat need to be improved. it;s also one of my part time job of givin consultation. free of charge some more. well until tis point i should think all of u can guess wat happen next. yes u r right!! i had feelings towards him redi. n for your futher info, his name is heng. we start to chat, we chat almost everything. car, football, life, education. as for me i think he is not bad lookin n not too handsome. just those tall n thin gentlemen out there. i start to like his personality. strange to say tat. when he goes withmy friends. i;ve no feeling towards him but as i knew him deeper i start to dig my own grave. i did ask opinion to everyone includin jamie as well. she told me tat i fall for the wrong target or the target tat i thought is the one.

jamie, tat day u told me i dun know y u say tat. now n today, i start to understand. jamie,u r right. once his wound is heal, he will go away n nvr turn back to say thank you. i think i;m gettin there redi. very very soon.. last week, we chat almost every night. n now due to my feelin n i dun wna to dig my own grave. i stop to start the conversation first. he nvr finds me. last week, if i dun find him he sure find me. ahahhahaha.things happen so funny.i also dun know wat;s happening now,


wat;s the kind of weird feelin tat i'm havin?? dun worry guys, nicky still stand strong n firm.. i knew after min woo, i can still stand with any other bad treatment from guys tat i like. i think min woo is the worst things tat i suffer. when i look back at that moment, i just think i'm stupid which i learn my lesson. no n nvr ever goin to confess in my entire life again.


jamie, thanks for tat advice, stay away from him. he really walk out of my consultation clinic n nvr turn back to say thank you. now i'm a abandon kid.. ....



abandon kid,
nicky