Saturday, June 23, 2007

i hate this cat

The Fatty wears Esprit

Being very stressed these days, i can hardly sleep well, i wish to stay at home and not to socialise.

However, i do wish to spend time with melvin, this can help me to forget about my worries for some time. saturday, the only day i can really spend time with him, the only day we can talk to each other, especially at this time, i really want to give him a big hug and tell him all my worries. ( it is because normally every saturday i will go to his house to watch tv and cook maggie mee, i used to like shopping but since i think he needs to save money, i gave up my hobby)

He told me last week, he said that this saturday we have to celebrate father's day with his father. then after a few days, i heard no news from him about the celebration. i asked him whether it is still on, he told me that it is cancelled. i actually felt quite happy because i am really not in the mood, and money.....no money to buy pressie.....somemore, if we are not celebrating today, it means that tonight i am going to his house as usual.

however, just now when i was going to take a nap, i received a call from him, i thought he would tell me that he is on the way to my house and ask me to get ready.....instead of saying that, he told me that the celebration is on. i felt quite upset. how am i going to get a present in time? i have been thinking that i will spend the night with him in his house but now.....why he always do that to me, every time when i ask him he never tell me properly and just giving me "surprises" in the last minute. i asked him what present should i buy for his father, he just said, " no need one", he never think by putting himself in my situation, you know what, his brother's girlfriend is that kind of generous people until can buy very expensive present for his parents one, if later i bring nothing and the girlfriend buy something very nice to his father, can you imagine what the parents will think? ( somemore the parents are that kind of materialistic one)

i feel very angry with melvin now

Jamie

2 comments:

hexangels said...

gal, learn to forgive melvin k. there is a saying, 'forgive n forget'. im sure u've heard of it b4. forgiving someone isnt ez but once u successfully forgive somone, u will feel much better. try to talk to melvin next time. let him know ur concerns about he chnging his mind at the very last minute. let him understand your situation as a gf in his family n how hard it is for u to keep in pace with him if he keep changing his mind. jus talk to him k.

kher -yin

hexangels said...

as wat ky say.. talk to melvin lah.. i'm sure he can understand how u feel.. i know it's hard to be one since u have a competitor(bro's gf). i think i should "kau" his bro then be his gf then might no competition lor.. not bad idea right. ahahahhaa.. anyway. just take as it goes lor. try to make the best out of the best lor. is u love melvin mah not teh parents. dun worried too much bout his parents lah. be u, jamie, show them who is jamie.. a person personality can't measured by material. i think it's ok if parents dun like u as long as melvin love n take care of u. for me tat's enough.
love u always
nicky