Love them more

Hey my dear friends, health is the most important thing in our life, the father of my school mate, Tracy, is having cancer, and it is very serious now. Just read her blog knowing how sad she is now, girls, this is what she wrote in her blog:

you were once so strong,

so bright,so full of life,

filled with pride and love,

a person commanding respect,

a rock for the people relying on you.

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now, you're struggling,

physically weak,

so tired of everything,

tired of having to swallow your pride,

everytime you need help,

tired of having to rely on someone,

for the smallest things,

tired of the people,

who have been far too kind,

tired of life,

and struggling not to be.

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everytime i hear your groans of pain,

my heart breaks inside,

everytime i hear your gasps for air,

i turn away,

so u don't see my face,

the first time i heard you cry in despair,

i ran away for fear you'll see me cry too.

.

i know you're afraid,

and sick of the pity people give,

so i won't treat you that way,

i'll be strong for you,

and act as if everything is normal,

keep things happy,light, and fun.

.

i'm so sorry for not doing as i should,

for not being by your side,

praying, supporting you,

but now i'll try my best,

to wake up in the mornings,

and pray with you,

read the Word with you,

spend time with you.

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it used to comfort me,

cos no matter what,

you still believed,

but now,

i'm so afraid,

cos i see you,

giving up slowly,

tired of all this,

sick of waiting for miracles,

losing faith in God.

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no matter what,

i'll try my best,

never to let you give up,

but to always cling on to that last support,

and triumph in the end.

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i love you.

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I can really see the tears dropping out from her eyes while reading this. Girls, take care of your healths k? take care of the persons that you love too, cherish and tressure them, our life is busy, full of obstacles, burdened by exams and works. However, they are not everything in our life.