OPSSs I DID IT AGAIN!!!!!!

don't misunderstood tis is not the lyric of the britney spears song. this is my life now.. i did the same error again in a-level.. i flop my sem 3 exam.. i fail my GEN 1. i still dun know i have to resit or retake.. retake is not a problem for me but the problem is after i retake my GEN 1. the following sem do not have GEN 2 due to short sem.. i have to stay another 3 more months in malaysia.. supposed to leave malaysia in feb 2008 but have to stay in malysia for another 3 more months. i feel so embraressed.. y do i have to repeat my mistake again n again??? y i don study hard to pass???? i know everybody is workin hard for their future.. me too.. i'm workin hard.. i really dun wan to dissapoint my family n u guys.. tomolo i'm goin to college to check out wat can i do next.. pray hard so tat i can retake.. tat would be really better still.. my hope n future.. is in my hand.. feel my future is so dark.. sori guys had to announce the bad news here. sori to dissapoint u guys again.. i'm sorry.. i promise u guys if god really givin me a second chance again i'm goin to grab tis chance n work hard to it.. please i just need a chance for a turning point in my life.. a second chance.. wat should i do if the chance is not here??? please god... help me....
nicky