hey guys! yesterday was indeed a horrible monday! after the cny outing i thought tat things might just be fine since i had a great time spending cny with u all. haih! turns out the otehr way round. as my basic microbiology lab starts, we were suppose to do some culture media preparation called spreading media ( i cant really rememebr the name) i was the worst in the class! i cant do it in a proper way altho i 've tried it so many times! worst part was i felt like a loseer n a F-A-I-L-U-R-E !!! it was all too much for me to bear til i shed a few tears during the lab session, but thank god no one saw! not really shed tho..jus some tears at the corner of my eyes. =(

one of my fren ( which i dun really noe wat her name is) i think her name is revathi or smt like tat la.. she knew i was so sad n down that she keep consoling me a few times telling me it was not that ez to handle the spreading thingy. sad to say it din work but i'm glad i found a good fren like her. but any frens in TPM can never compare to u guys! im serious! u guys r the best! anyways i guess i learn a very valuable lesson that some people may have certain talent in certain categories n some may not have them. it's a gift given by God n some may have the skills to perform well in life n some may not. after the lab, i went back n realise life is too short for me to fuss about how bad i did. i shud jus take this opportunity to learn n not give up tat easily! i may have suck in doing experiments but i know tat as long as i try i'll never regret giving my best shot! i'll try to be optimistic in the future n cherish every single opportunity i have in life!!

as for today, nothing much has happen. i'm jus waiting for my frens now to finish their statistic classes n then later go makan together with them. n wai teng, the brownies i gave to mathavan already. sad to say, my choc mud cake i bought for him melted horribly when i gave it to him at 2.30pm yesterday! not my fault. that fellow la got class so cant meet up. mon was already a horrible day, adding the fact that the choc cake was a mess n i was a lil hurt when mathavan make a joke about me being a cold person. i was so in a bad mood that i din bother about anything at all at a point where i can even tell him to throw away the choc cake if he doesn't want it.told u mon was a horrible day for me! but mathavan n i din fight k. dun get the wrong idea. he gave me a hug for the cake n said that my bad mood was due to the fact that i'm gonna give birth ! ( i think that's wat he said la, cant really reemember) anyway, matha took back the choc cake i gave him n refreigerate it. then he ate the whole thing including ur brownie. =) n he read the note u gave him on the receipt! ahahha! he just had this smug on his face which i din really take notice due to my bad mood!

i guess thats all for today. if i'm free i'll post sumore about my uni life aight? take care guys! c u in the next outing which i guess would be during nicky's burfday! anyways i bought nicky's burfday card already! yea nicky i know u can't wait to c it! hahah! ok i gtg now. ciaoz! *hugs n kisses*

ps: good luck to whoever is having exams k. oh n erm..i din mean not to tell u guys earlier becoz i jus rememebred... jason called me on mon ( the horrible day) around 1 smt in the morning. told me he is going to come back on the 5th of march i think. not sure tho. cant really remember. haha! long story la. tell u guys next time. n u guys dun simply think nonsence ar! he call me coz tat time we were chatting in msn n then i say i gtg d. wanna chat then msg hp easier coz my bro wanna use internet line. then he say he will call me in 5 minutes time. thats how the call started k. dun gimme that look. i know whoever reading this will sure gimme that look on their faces! *blueks!* k la.. really gtg.catch up with u guys later. muaks!!!

signin' off,

kher-yin