Sunday, December 2, 2007

i used to think....

i always think i was a tough girl who can live without anyone....
BUT no....its not true!!! thats only what i think.....

these days chris is so busy with his assignment which is due tomorrow....so we didn't meet up for about 2 weeks.... i've been so restless everyday.... my exam is on friday and i'm still dreaming away.... playing with my HP.... i even won this "level" game alll the way to the top till the highest level! so now...i've got no more games to play in my HP... hmmpH!

i really don't know why i'm acting like that.... like a child who is lack of attention.... i know he is busy and all but i still sms him at least 4 sms a day.... thats weird right.... because i used to think i can live without him if i go overseas and study...... but fortunately....i'm not going....

i cant believe we nearly broke up like 3 weeks before my birthday.... we had a small fight ended up to a big one.... now, i can't even remember what the issue was about that lead us to the big fight.... at that time i nvr even thought that i'll feel this way without him.... probably all the sadness and anger was in place at that time..... its jsut weird.....

i feel funny.....

i'm so bored.....

thats all.....

much love,

wai teng

5 comments:

hexangels said...

omg gal wat happen?!! maybe u wanna talk to chris bout how u feel?? i think ur feeling insecure rite now. n its normal. hope things r fine with u both. n its ok to feel lazy sometimes. maybe ur too stress n ur trying to escape ur stressful exam moments, tats y u keep playing ur hp etc. just take it ez k. good luck for exams dear!! im sure u'll do alrite for ur exams. take care

kheryin

hexangels said...

good luck gal.. everything goin to be fine.. as wat i think lah.. being together is like a daily routine redi like some one who is addicted to coffee. one day u didn;t drink tat cup of coffee u just feel something is not right.. so same goes to u n chris because u n him is a daily routine redi so once u didn't c him u just feel something is not right.. have to get use to it.. u r strong gal.. dun worried.. hexangels will always be there for u

caring
nicky

hexangels said...

Me and Melvin also always like that, I think you text him so many times is because of 1) you miss him, but actually not until the extend that you think 2) you are bored with your study, 3) you got nothing to think of
this is according to my past experience la. I endured this everytime we both are busy.
haha, don't know which is your case.
Stuff happened make one stronger. Whatever happen to me seems to be nothing already.
haha, do't even know what am I writing.
Study la, he still love you

hexangels said...

more than 4 sms a day is really not a lot by the way. I will kill melvin if he does not do that.

hexangels said...

you are just being very normal la, nothing wrong with you la.
hehe